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Forever goes by to quickly
and I am here waiting for you.
You don’t know how much I worry
I want you to grow up, but please don't hurry
I don't know you
but I already love you
I don't know you
but I already love you
I haven't met you,
have yet to fail or upset you,
But I can only hope that it stays that way.
No I haven't met you.
haven't heard your voice
but I can't wait to hear what you'll say.
I don't know you
but I already love you
I don't know you
but I already love you
Someday, I'll sing softly to you
as you go to sleep in your new room.
(Solo)
I don't know you
but I already love you
I don't know you
but I already love you
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I’ve gotten pretty good
at the happy on the outside thing.
I learned to fake a smile
before I learned to sing,
but when I am being honest,
you don't to seem to want it.
I am not in a place mentally
to be standing on this balcony,
but my emotions are on display
you push me away.
is it so hard, you loving me
is it so hard, me loving you
is it so hard, is loving me killing you
is it so hard?
If I lean on you like you lean on me,
are you gonna put me down
cuz I don't feel safe
with myself.
Or is it all just a house of cards?
Why is loving me always so fucking hard?
I know it’s hard.
I don’t feel safe with myself.
I'm past forgiveness.
I won't need help.
is it so hard, you loving me
is it so hard, me loving you
is it so hard, is loving me killing you
is it so hard?
I won't cry
unless you make me.
I only cry when I'm happy.
When it comes to happiness,
I think you're my last chance.
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Mania - Thursday Rain
03:58
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A friend's phone call in the thursday rain
reminds me again that this can all change in an instant.
I stood pat, holding back, knowing that
you just needed someone to listen.
It was action packed silence, the but behind my head.
Behind my eyelids, I closed the distance.
If I didn't have you
I don’t know what i'd do
I need you to hold me close
I need you to tell me what is real
I need you to tell me what to feel
When you change your socks and fall out of love,
don't forget who’s bowing at your feet.
And if you keep playing games
you will pay when you come back to me.
And I Wouldn't have to tell you this, no,
if your heart was open as much as your mouth is.
But You Win. You always do.
As for me, well I have you.
I need you to tell me what is real
I need you to tell me what to feel
If I didn't have you
I don’t know what i'd do
I need you to hold me close
If I didn't have you
I don’t know what i'd do
I need you to hold me close
I need you to tell me what is real
I need you to tell me what to feel
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I’ll show you what’s sexy
I’ll show you what’s sexy
I’ll show you what’s sexy
I’ll wait for you to tell me
I want you
Sometimes I want it.
Sometimes I need it.
Your gonna know it
when I get the feeling.
It’s you I’m wanting.
You won’t be guessing.
It won’t be a question
It’s really so simple
It just takes a moment
I’ll be waiting for you
Remember that you always have to wait for me to Say it
Say that you want me
Say it (Repeat)
Say that you want me
If no is a word my fucking dog understands,
It shouldn’t be so hard to explain it to a man.
We went to dinner
We split the bottle
Settled up together
And the driver hit the throttle
Sitting in the middle
We got a fucking problem
Just because you want it don’t mean you already got it
You did your time
You think you showed your love
You think I owe you some
Bitch I don’t owe you none
Say it
Better wait for me to say it
Say that you want me
I don’t even want it unless you want it badly
The kind where you brag to your friends that you had me
The kind where you don’t even need the plan B
That’s so Bradley
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I’ve said it so many times.
I’m out of ways
to say I love you.
It’s not what you say. It’s about what you do.
My hands and heart bleed for you
My hands and heart bleed.
You say you’re a man.
Better start acting like one.
You say you’re my man
then give me a son
Chorus:
:Can’t Say it with words:
I know you need me.
You know it too.
I want to show you
I need you too.
Sugar me up.
I need you now.
Come to me.
I need someone. I know it to be true.
I need someone...
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Come on girl
I can’t go home
And I can’t eat
And I can’t sleep
without you next to me
No I ain’t be perfect babe,
But I’m reaching out.
No I ain’t been perfect babe,
But I need you now
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love myself
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
It takes a lot to have nothing at you age
But I can tell ya
It doesn’t have to be that way
I am not your mother
You can’t come to me like that
You can keep on asking
But I won’t listening bak
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love myself
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
I ain’t been up all night
I been up all week
And I know not to go.
But, I am too mad to sleep.
I feel like I got nothing
Nothing to hold on to
Nothing to look back on
Nothing to pull to me through
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love myself
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
I need you to love me baby
Cuz I can’t love my self
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No God.
You feel me
Wake me up
cause you’re near me
I don’t speak
But You hear me
I don’t speak you feel me
It wasn’t just God:
I didn’t believe in heaven
I never knew peace
Till I met you (was with?)
Light Heart’d
Heavy Eyelids
And Silences
Words come so easily
but they don’t say,
they don’t say
what you mean to me
So much goes unspoken
but i think it’s understood
I wouldn’t leave this if i could
Yeah i think it’s understood
I wouldn’t leave this,
i wouldn’t leave this
Comfortable silences
How comfortable i am with this
Comfortable silences
I never knew peace
Till I met you (was with?)
Light Heart’d
Heavy Eyelids
And Silences
Anything So Beautiful is also a risk
But beauty doesn’t do you justice.
I never knew peace
Till I met you (was with?)
Light Heart’d
Heavy Eyelids
And Silences
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The bigger your heart is the smaller the world will feel.
I can't believe we made it here.
This is all surreal.
As friends become family,
their homes become your own.
Just as the way seems shorter
when you get to know the road.
The days went by quickly;
but the years were never long.
The names of friends
became like lyrics in a song.
We'll pray things work out
in unison we kneel.
The bigger your heart is
the smaller the world will feel.
It's love not blood that matters,
but I still wish for the past.
I hold on to things too tightly,
for them to ever last.
I wish she could hold me
like she did when I was a child.
I wish the fates didn't come
and I regret being wild.
The times of turbulence
don't always end on land.
But if your feeling nervous,
you can hold my hand.
I thought we would all go down together,
but somehow some made it though.
I wish it was me sometimes:
me instead of you.
And it wasn't easy no
the livin' never is.
Before I go,
remember I said this.
the bigger your heart is the smaller the world will feel.
the bigger your heart is the smaller the world will feel.
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